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Ang hirap isipin na sa kabila ng mga kasiyahan at grasyang natatanggap mo sa buhay mo ngayon. May mga tao pading nasasaktan kahit ayaw mo. Yung mga taong matagal mong iniwan sa malayong lugar bumabalik, hinahanap ung ikaw na nang iwan sa kanila sa makulay na mundong walang boses. Yung akala mong pagkakamali niya, pagkakamali mo din palang ayaw mo lang angkinin.

Taon ding sinayang sa mga kasinungalingang akala mo totoo. Ilang araw pa ba ang kulang pra pagbayaran ko ang mga ganung yugto ng buhay ko na matagal ng sirado? Ilan pa bang konsensya ang mabububo at mawawasak dahil umiiyak ang panyong iniingatan mong hinid mabasa. Ilang masasayang araw pa ba ang ipapakita ko sa kanya at hindi niya malalasap? 

Ilang ulan pa ba ang dadaanan niya para hindi ako mabasa? Ilang ako pa ba ang hindi na sasapat sa kanya?

mga binuong tanong mula sa mga sagot na ayaw pakinggan. mga buhay na nilalang na kinakalimutan.. pinapahinga ng alikabok, binibilad sa araw.. hinahagis sa tuktok ng bundok.. kelan kaya?

kelan ka kaya sasaya na wala na ang ako na nagtatanong ng KELAN? kelan? 

illfallalloveragain: This isn’t some tan girl covered in makeup with perfectly straight hair and a perfect smile. This is a girl with Pfeiffer Syndrome, who has had bangs her whole life to hide her forehead and struggles everyday to be okay with looking this way. She’s had several surgeries and will have a couple more. she can’t wear makeup much, her eyes are sensitive. Her jaw is misaligned. Her forehead is too thick and has to be shaven down. Her cheekdowns have to be moved forward by surgery. when she was four she had something called a ‘halo’ which was a metal circle screwed into her skull and jaw. though she fought through it medically, she struggles everyday with the emotional sideeffects. she doesn’t look like her family or her friends. she may never look normal. she has depression and eating issues because of what she has had to accept about herself. she has done awful things to be pretty. nobody ever sees her without makeup or without bangs. until now. She, is me. and if I make your blog ugly, than don’t reblog this. but if you can be one of the few people in my life who I know are fully comfortable with it, than reblog this so people know. you are beautiful. even if you don’t realize it, you are. everyone is,

illfallalloveragain:

This isn’t some tan girl covered in makeup with perfectly straight hair and a perfect smile. This is a girl with Pfeiffer Syndrome, who has had bangs her whole life to hide her forehead and struggles everyday to be okay with looking this way. She’s had several surgeries and will have a couple more. she can’t wear makeup much, her eyes are sensitive. Her jaw is misaligned. Her forehead is too thick and has to be shaven down. Her cheekdowns have to be moved forward by surgery. when she was four she had something called a ‘halo’ which was a metal circle screwed into her skull and jaw.

though she fought through it medically, she struggles everyday with the emotional sideeffects. she doesn’t look like her family or her friends. she may never look normal. she has depression and eating issues because of what she has had to accept about herself. she has done awful things to be pretty.

nobody ever sees her without makeup or without bangs.

until now.

She, is me.

and if I make your blog ugly, than don’t reblog this. but if you can be one of the few people in my life who I know are fully comfortable with it, than reblog this so people know.

you are beautiful. even if you don’t realize it, you are. everyone is,

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parang arvin lang ;)

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love him until i die :)

love him until i die :)

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 :)

 :)

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